what the eff....
i guess this is what i get when you kinda get annoyed with life and it's ironies, well, i have been heartbroken for quite sometime now, and now here iam again ranting for the nth time...but really when i think about it...i actually am not ranting bout it, iam just questioning things around that really gets me thinking, why the hell did he do that? i mean, i don't really understand men and their excuses...well i actually do, but to justify why they did those things i mean...try to say something mushy one day and the next day you're jaded!hahah...i may sound like am laughing and all but, there is some kinda hurt still, like when you think about the good ol' days and how you wished things were just not that complicated like right now....
well i am better than before, i used to cry about all these yet i came out stronger, well i actually just want to be better as in really really better, i want the same Dyanne that I know, the one who laughs even at the corniest jokes, doesnt get mad at simplest things, one who truly understands things and not complicate it either.iam in semi-depressive mood still, but i refused to be miserable.i want to sleep but my mind is still in that state where all of a sudden something will spurt out and makes me think, think real hard.
Now again for the nth time am blogging and whining bout my singlehood....
makes me wanna say what eff...so what if Iam single?
