Tuesday, September 27, 2005 

let me just say

well, my other blog www.dyannesky.blogspot.com is banned here in the office, but i don't mind that i have this mood about singlehood...talkin bout it, perhaps flaunting, or even whining bout it mostly hahaha...well seriously iam having this blank bouts again...have you ever felt it, what i mean is do you ever felt something like you're looking at something and then you realized, you are actually spacing out.....and you have this weird feeling afterwards, and makes me think and say...what the hell was that???
is that what you call the break-up syndrome?...like you kinda feel so awkward...you forget a lot of things and not even forgetting bout him, you always engage yourself to cheesy movies and you kinda relate to it?you love to hear love songs and you feel the song is for you and again you can relate to it? you want to cry whenever you look at couples who are happy, and wish that they realize that they are not meant for each other actually and not such a thing i mean forever love, love is actually just a passing fancy, heheh do i sound like am bitter???? hahah actually am not it is just that i wish they know better....
i know am okay, am better now...
but i hope to get better and smiling really sweet!

3:34 PM | |

Sunday, September 25, 2005 

what the eff....

i guess this is what i get when you kinda get annoyed with life and it's ironies, well, i have been heartbroken for quite sometime now, and now here iam again ranting for the nth time...but really when i think about it...i actually am not ranting bout it, iam just questioning things around that really gets me thinking, why the hell did he do that? i mean, i don't really understand men and their excuses...well i actually do, but to justify why they did those things i mean...try to say something mushy one day and the next day you're jaded!hahah...i may sound like am laughing and all but, there is some kinda hurt still, like when you think about the good ol' days and how you wished things were just not that complicated like right now....
well i am better than before, i used to cry about all these yet i came out stronger, well i actually just want to be better as in really really better, i want the same Dyanne that I know, the one who laughs even at the corniest jokes, doesnt get mad at simplest things, one who truly understands things and not complicate it either.iam in semi-depressive mood still, but i refused to be miserable.i want to sleep but my mind is still in that state where all of a sudden something will spurt out and makes me think, think real hard.
Now again for the nth time am blogging and whining bout my singlehood....
makes me wanna say what eff...so what if Iam single?

5:45 PM | |