Wednesday, October 26, 2005 

"I Will Love Again"
Did I ever tell you how you live in me
Every waking moment, even in my dreams
And if all this talk is crazy
And you don't know what I mean
Does it really matter
Just as long as I believe
I will love again
Though my heart is breaking,
I will love again
Stronger than before
I will love again
Even if it takes a lifetime to get over you
Heaven only knows,
I will love again
People never tell you
The way they truly feel
I would die for you gladly
If I knew it was for real
So if all this talk sounds crazy
And the words don't come out right
Does it really matter
If it gets me through this night
If I'm true to myself, nobody else can take the place of you
But I've got to move on, tell me what else can I do
I will love again
One day I know, I will love again
You can't stop me from loving again, breathing again
Feeling againI know, one day, I'll love again
yeah, i still believe i will love again!

3:31 PM | |

Monday, October 10, 2005 

saw this, and remembered smthng

This is not a love song
just a very basic one

forget his name
forget his face
forget his kiss
his warm embrace
forget the love you once knew

remember he has someone new
forget him when they played your song
remember when u cried all night long
forget how close u once were
remember that he has chosen her

forget how u memorized his walk
forget the way he used to talk
forget the things he used to say
remember he has gone away

forget his laugh
forget his grin
forget they way u two have been
forget the way he held you tight
remember he's with her tonight

forget the time that went so fast
forget the love that moved, it's past
forget he said he'd leave you never
remember he's gone forever

3:58 PM | |

Sunday, October 09, 2005 

much has been said.....

Much has been saidSaid you never leaveWhy’d it have to beHarder than it had to beDon’t you throw blameYou were a part of thisWasn’t suppose to endWith us just walking awaySo many times we triedHolding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes I see my shameAsking why you had to leaveWasn’t I strong enough to make you seeThat the biggest part of thisIt’s not about you and meBut just be wrong if we held onMaybe tomorrow we’ll findA taste for the old days hard lessonsWe’ve left behindThis mirrors an open doorI can barely stand to see myselfI don’t know what to do anymoreI’m crying out for helpOhh lordMuch has been saidWill I never learnKeeping my fingers crossedPraying for my luck to turnBut I can’t complainI’m living it easyJob’s keeping me busyGoing crazyCan’t describe the way it feltWhen you left said your goodbyesIt just seems crazy for me to thinkThat I’ll find love a second timeBut we all know how it all wraps up in the endMaybe tomorrow we’ll findOhhh lord…What am I leaving behindSweet how we see the big picture when your life’s not on the lineI know the way out but do you see what I seeA tortured life always second guessing the bookiePut money on the table thought that was all I had to doNever came homeNever said a word to youNo one ever said it was going to be easy…Easy start over again this time this timeLet’s do it rightStart over again this time this timeLet’s keep the fires burning

5:14 PM | |

Saturday, October 01, 2005 

just so u know......because of you....but nevah mind!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI find it hard to trust not only me,
but everyone around me
Because of youI am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of youI never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of youI learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of youI try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of youI'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of youI am afraid
Because of you
Because of you

3:33 PM | |